I HAVE THE FATTEST CRUSH OMFG

Caught up

I’m so fucked up in my feels. Why do I fall for people so quickly?! I’ve literally only met the guy 3 times and I’m over here crushing so hard on him. It sucks wearing your heart on your sleeve because it physically aches when it doesn’t work out the way you want it to. I get so damn nervous and anxious I start shaking and my arms start tingling. I feel my heart beating so fast and so hard and I can’t think straight. He got me so fucked up.

Funny thing is, nothing wrong or bad happened during those times we hung out. I just get so shy that I shut down all because he makes me nervous. He’s literally the ideal guy: smart, cute, chill, STYLISH, passionate, etc etc.

aidashakur:

I stay saying “it is what it is” but I know deep down my heart wishes shit would be different

illicitbehaviour:

you deserve to be loved without having to hide the parts of yourself that you think are unlovable.